samegawa | "do you think i could still get into calvin klein"

[It feels good having Peter at his side again, a warm, physical presence rather than words on a screen or a few calls throughout the year. Every time they get to be together after a long distance apart is too good to be true. Now that he's graduated with his degree, Frank wonders where the hell it'll take them. Realistically, Peter still has years of medical school, residency, and stress galore ahead of him. Frank selfishly wants to keep him to himself... or resign and choose to be with him as something more than a bodyguard.

But he can't.

Instead, he opts for accepting light kisses and rubbing his hand along Peter's arm to keep him warm. He sets the flask down so he can have both arms, pulling Peter into his chest for a straight-up hug.]

Hmm... maybe... probably. [he hums in thought, both arms wrapped around the smaller man, Frank peering down at him with a soft expression.] If I let you go, I'd probably never see you again. Only on major holidays.

[ frank pulls him in and peter goes willingly, slipping his arms beneath frank's jacket to wrap around his torso. he spends a moment savoring the warmth and the closeness, face tucked up against frank's neck, feeling his pulse against his cheek. whatever moments he's able to get with frank when he's away are special, but none of them compare to this. ]

Maybe. [ he looks up at frank and the soft expression on his face, biting his lip. something aches in his chest, as it often does whenever it's just the two of them away from the people and the spotlight. he wishes frank could just stay with him, where they could just live as two ordinary people, but he knows achieving something like that would be difficult. or impossible. ] I want to come back more often, though.

[ fingers splay along the dip in frank's spine, stroking low on his back to skim along the waistband of his pants almost absently. his voice is soft, just barely enough to be heard over the wind, but with them being this close, he knows frank can hear him anyway. ]

I miss you.

[There is something so pure and good about moments like this, just hanging out privately on a rooftop with no one else knowing where they are, clinging to one another freely. In a perfect world they wouldn't have to hide what they have but they are both private people and Peter is too often in the spotlight. There is also something taboo about their relationship, about the fact that Frank's known him since he was in the 5th grade, even if nothing happened until Peter was much, much older.

Besides, a part of him still finds it thrilling to run around behind the scenes with no one knowing but them. He likes seeing people approach Peter flirtatious and suggestive only for him to turn them down, knowing it's because he'd rather be with Frank. He liked visiting him in college and sneaking off to claim him as his own, even though he's well aware Peter could probably have whoever he wanted if he tried hard enough.

But these sweet moments are also so, so good. They calm Frank like nothing else can. Peter's touch at his back is innocent and warm, and he is instantly relaxing into it, dipping his head down to steal a kiss at the shell of Peter's ear.]

I miss you too. [He murmurs loud enough to be heard, one hand rubbing back and forth against Peter's back.] How long are you staying in New York?

[ frank's known him since he was in elementary school, has basically watched him grow from the scrawny boy he was when he first showed up at tony's, to the person he is today. and while many people may find it strange that peter would end up falling for him, he honestly can't think of any other person he'd want to be with more. frank has always been there for him when he needed it, and that's more than he can say about most people.

the sneaking around is just a bonus at this point. peter still remembers when frank surprised him by visiting his dorm out of the blue, spending a week with frank all to himself without worrying about their responsibilities. it was nice, and peter misses the easy intimacy that they can achieve whenever they're together. ]

Just finished finals last week, so I've got some time now. [ the kiss to his ear makes him smile and he turns his head just enough to catch frank's lips in a soft kiss. ] All yours for a few months, at least.

[Hearing that brings a huge smile on his face, bigger than anyone else gets to see. Peter's the only one with that privilege as well as the only one who makes him smile.]

All mine, huh? Not Mr. Stark's, or the company's, or Doctors Without Borders...

[He's teasing of course, leaning in to kiss Peter again just for the hell of it, just because he can.]

Yep, [ kissing frank is nice, but kissing frank when he's smiling is peter's favorite thing. ] You got me all to yourself.

[ it's only for a few months, but a few months is longer than what they usually have and peter takes what he can get. every moment he gets with frank is special, something he'd never trade for anything in the world, even if it's just the two of them canoodling on the roof. ]

So we should make the most of it, yeah?

Yeah. We should.

[Frank's fingers massage into Peter's lower back, up along his spine, feeling the warmth of his body through his clothes. Frank kisses Peter's jaw next, then his neck, sighing there against the cold wind.]

I probably should have taken you to the car but this is the first place I thought of. No one would follow us up here.

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