@devant — the aira/jiji agenda

[superstitious]

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non-penetrative stuff........

[devant]

( for all her talk of reasearch and being prepared for this sort of thing - her maidenly heart simply cannot handle going too fast, too soon. there's a nervousness there that she will not elaborate on, tangling in on itself into knots in her belly even though she knows for a fact that there's no reason to be. it's jiji. one of the kindest, most considerate boy she's ever met. it's not like he'll hurt her. excitable pup as he might be at times, he's never pushed for anything when she wasn't ready.

a patience she tries to reward, and that's exactly her excuse for sending him a message moments after her dad tells her he's going to be out for a week for a conference.

her room is very much a reflection of her usual image, pink and girly with plushies where one might expect on a shelf or two, organized and clean because she was not going to let this one see it in any other state. not that he'll get to see much more of a tour of it when she unceremoniously pushes him onto her pristinely made bed and all of its pillows.

is that needy of her? oh well. )

We're still doing homework after this. ( she's insistent even as she climbs up onto the bed after him, pressing her palm over his sternum to lay him the rest of the way down so she can sit safely on his belly instead. ) I just didn't want you to get distracted during.

( more excuses. just don't mind the fact that she's tugging on his sleeve to get him to put his hand on her thigh, leaning on down to nudge his jaw with her nose before pressing a chaste kiss to the line of his throat. )

Besides, I have this lip stain I've been meaning to try.